Thursday, February 4, 2016
Lost in the big world!!!
Well let's see how many feet was exiting to read this and respond to this. I've had put up so much from one person but to be honest I don't know how much longer I can do this. Everybody thinks who Kenny has everything in control he's a perv whenever I'm not I can see you're everything beyond motion heart ache. I just wish I can have someone to one person one person to be hey I'm here for you. My heart aches every day I contemplate doing stupid things I know I shouldn't do. I just want someone to be able to say hey Kenny I'm here for you what do you need let's go out let's talk. This whole thing sucks my whole life sucks I fucking start to hate everything about it I don't want to be around people. I sometimes can't even put things on Facebook I can't put words that I want to say because I'm afraid to offend people why should I worry about what they think because I really don't. My life is so fucking screwed and I hated fact that I have planned vacations already paid for but I really have no choice but to fucking go on them and I really don't want to go on. Just wish I had I know when I'm back beat whoever the hell up I wanted to. This is fucking useless… Putting down things in words would make me feel better it fucking doesn't own makes me feel worse fuck it nobody likes a complainer everybody's my roses smells like roses what I thought the fucking case good fucking day.