Thursday, February 4, 2016

Lost in the big world!!!

Well let's see how many feet was exiting to read this and respond to this. I've had put up so much from one person but to be honest I don't know how much longer I can do this. Everybody thinks who Kenny has everything in control he's a perv whenever I'm not I can see you're everything beyond motion heart ache. I just wish I can have someone to one person one person to be hey I'm here for you. My heart aches every day I contemplate doing stupid things I know I shouldn't do. I just want someone to be able to say hey Kenny I'm here for you what do you need let's go out let's talk. This whole thing sucks my whole life sucks I fucking start to hate everything about it I don't want to be around people. I sometimes can't even put things on Facebook I can't put words that I want to say because I'm afraid to offend people why should I worry about what they think because I really don't. My life is so fucking screwed and I hated fact that I have planned vacations already paid for but I really have no choice but to fucking go on them and I really don't want to go on. Just wish I had I know when I'm back beat whoever the hell up I wanted to. This is fucking useless… Putting down things in words would make me feel better it fucking doesn't own makes me feel worse fuck it nobody likes a complainer everybody's my roses smells like roses what I thought the fucking case good fucking day.

4 comments:

  1. Your not the only one who feels this way sometimes. Things never stay the same and neither do people. The same people who used to love and adore you end up being your worst enemies sometimes. You have to keep going forward. Change your environment of you have to. At the end of the day it's your life and it should be about your choices. Love you and yes I am always around somewhere if you need me.....

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  2. Your not the only one who feels this way sometimes. Things never stay the same and neither do people. The same people who used to love and adore you end up being your worst enemies sometimes. You have to keep going forward. Change your environment of you have to. At the end of the day it's your life and it should be about your choices. Love you and yes I am always around somewhere if you need me.....

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  3. I hate to see you this frustrated Kenny. Sometimes I wonder where this comes from because you really look like a happy and confident person. You're not afraid to speak your mind and you always put your best foot forward. But you're like anyone else you need to vent from time to time about this frustrating crazy world we live in. I am always here for you. I know those words fall flat because there's nothing I can really do short of jumping in my car and driving over there and having dinner or something. I wish there was something I could do to help you because on a regular basis you look like such a happy confidently guy. We love Kenny

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  4. I hate to see you this frustrated Kenny. Sometimes I wonder where this comes from because you really look like a happy and confident person. You're not afraid to speak your mind and you always put your best foot forward. But you're like anyone else you need to vent from time to time about this frustrating crazy world we live in. I am always here for you. I know those words fall flat because there's nothing I can really do short of jumping in my car and driving over there and having dinner or something. I wish there was something I could do to help you because on a regular basis you look like such a happy confidently guy. We love Kenny

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